what else can a girl say, but ‘I love you’ to the One who makes such a difference, even in me. Look at what You’ve done.
Look at us now. Sheltered in Your Gaze , against all odds. I went thru’ my life last night. The Mad angles and Tangles. The arrow that flew by day, the insanities of the Dark. You were there too, every time ; just concerned that I was steadily growing blind and deaf and dumb; more judgemental, ah me at my worst, religious sounding stiff neck-me..
You looked past that, gave me a Universe, a Planet spilling with grasshoppers and new blossom. Deserts filling with roses, songs in the storm…
I love you Lord; love the way You love all of us, equally. Not that I appreciate that all the time y’know. Want You to ignore a few people who did this or that, but that is the way You Love.
My Lord, that’s the way You Love and it frazzles my brain, nevertheless, I love You : even if that sounds weird in this Day and Age : You never gave me rituals nor rules, not regulation, just You.
Then You gave me ‘me’ : some one I’ve taken for granted a long time. Finding You, I found the real me. Finally. Unselfish One… setting me free from boundaries I built within,
limitations ; maiming my generosity, ridiculing the wealth within, just because my spirit was unwilling to stand on bare feet, see through Blinds, Speak for those with no voice, Sing when there was Dis-Chord.
O Perfect Love, transcending Human thought, What A Friend, What a Personality to be loved by, what a Travesty we do not see the One who Loves us like that, as if I was just one to love.
No matter what my friends say, one day we will each meet that Dawn, that Light. But even tonight, You ‘re here, in these little streets ; this space, filling with Peace, like an unruly river, crashing boundaries and armors. Old ideas and handicapped freedom. Ah Lord God, smashing my walls, raising my Lazarus! Kissing my 5 loaves and 2 fish, stumping my mountains. Valley of Shadows, tripping with angels , yeah Your Storms of Grace, exorcising my worst possible sin: Doubting Your Special Abilities . ( Jeremiah 15)
v 19&18,20 “… unwarranted suspicions concerning My Faithfulness : regarding me as deceitful brook, waters that are uncertain, and fail..! I am with you, you : a fortified bronze wall…”
What else can a girl say, but ” I love You Lord..”
(for you MishK and Lace. .. to smashn hell and storms. God bless me too hey, as you being all that blest, don’t go makn me jealous, k